i read this prayer on monday this week. tuesday i attended a hard funeral in the morning and a baptism service that night. then i read this again and it made me weep in gratitude to remember my salvation. to think of life without christ (as i saw at the funeral) and to remember that i LIVE in christ (as i was reminded of at the baptism). thank you jesus!
the great discovery
from the valley of vision
i bless thee that i know thee.
i once lived in the world, but was ignorant of its creator,
was partaker of thy providences , but knew not the provider,
was blind while enjoying the sunlight,
was deaf to things spiritual, with voices all around me,
understood many things, but had no knowledge of thy ways,
saw the world, but did not see jesus only.
o happy day, when in they love's sovereignty thou didst look on me, and call me by grace.
then did the dead heart begin to beat,
the darkened eye glimmer with light,
the dull ear catch thy echo,
and i turned to thee and found thee,
a god ready to hear, willing to save.
then did i find my heart at enmity to thee,
vexing thy spirit;
then did i fall at thy feet and hear thee thunder,
'the soul that sinneth, it must die',
but when grace made me to know thee,
and admire a god who hated sin,
thy terrible justice held my will submissive.
my thoughts were as knives cutting my head.
then didst thou come to me in silken robes of love,
and i saw they son dying that i might live,
and in that death i found my all.
my soul doth sing at the remembrance of that peace;
the gospel cornet brought a sound unknown
to me before that reached my heart - and i lived -
never to lose my hold on christ or his hold on me.
grant that i may always weep to the praise of mercy found,
and tell to others as long as i live,
that thou art a sin-pardoning god,
taking up the blasphemer and the ungodly,
and washing them form their deepest stain.